February 2019
Here are the dreams I've recorded in 2019. I wrote these immediately upon waking so any spelling errors or nonsensical statements are left as is! There are some months with no entries because I was busy or just wasn't able to keep up.
February 1st 2019: Soul Murder Once you looked at a certain picture or went into the caves somewhere to sit on some bench underwater in the ruins??? you'd be blessed by some ghost spirit and this cult would come collect you. By lottery, you and someone else would go into this chamber that would fill with liquid and all your memories would jumble and flash before your eyes. Then you both would go into the next room and have to kill the other person.
Because that way, the memories would loosen your soul and you would absorb the other persons soul when you killed them, the cult believed. But the other persons consciousness would still be rewarded by going to the heaven place.
Then some of the cult members started rebelling and the higher ups decided to have a hunt where they would kill each other and as many members as they could to hurry up the soul absorption and there was a lot of hiding and killing and running around and then i woke up.
I think it was implied that the souls were needed because the more souls you have the more prepared you were for the beings that needed us as a conduit and souls were the body's power but consciousness was separated so the ones killed would be rewarded in the afterlife as they ascended.
But the leaders decided they would become the beings themselves by collecting enough soul power so they just decided to announce a hunt. And I could view the percentage of each leader, aka. What percentage of the cult they had killed. From my phone for some reason? It was like a score board with chibi faces.
Also, some of them were running around in my auntie's house for some reason, as if that was a part of the cult land. And my uncle (the cool one i told you about) was reading one of the cultists a bedtime story and then she realized she didn't have any bullets yet and she was killed by another cultist but no one bothered my uncle. He was just there?
Funny coz my uncle doesn't live in that auntie's house. Those were too completely different sides of the family.
February 2nd 2019: Freezer on the Balcony I was in some castle and fucking around with everyone and then it cuts to the view of my paranormal detective character from an old novel draft I wrote and he's being taken prisoner by some evil dude and there's no concrete reason why. Then he escapes but in the next cut he's back in there and the love interest is taken too but somehow is gone in the next cut.
Then it goes back to me at my grandma's house during a storm. I'm watching that part of the dream with my characters play out on TV. I'm supposed to wait for my parents to come back but I'm just trying to kill this fly in the house that keeps escaping me. I give up and go look for something nice to eat. I find this freezer outside and find some ice cream or something.
Funny thing is, the freezer was on the balcony. And my grandma's doesn't have a fucking freezer on the balcony yet I distinctly remember there being one there in another dream i had but I can't remember which dream.
And then i just eat it and watch the slopes and hills around my grandma's house warp and shift like waves and cars are just driving down them fine.
Then I woke up.
February 6th 2019: Bugs and Hiding First dream was me realizing some gross type of giant ant was in the house and they had glowing eyes and ugly wings and if you had a light, they would immediately run to the shadows like they were a vampire. I was really annoyed coz I couldn't even sleep coz they would come on the bed and try to bite me.
Then second one, I was at home and walked outside and then it suddenly transitioned to me with a group of people in this arena and the floor was a giant tactical map and each time we ran into trouble we would be transported to that location on the map. Eg, we're on the overworld and then run into an enemy on a volcano so we'd be transported to a volcano area and then back to walking around the map after we finished there.
I recall shit talking the enemy a lot. Distinctly remember telling someone "Go back to brushing your mum's ass hair." ?????
But then we left and went to this weird city with shuttles on train tracks that took you through the city. There were no cars prohibited, you had to use the shuttle, unless you were out of the city so we drove around the cliffsides where there were lots of puppies and ducks for no reason.
Then we went into the city and it was all red brick, cobblestone and narrow with a Victorian London aesthetic.
Apparently someone was after us so we all snuck around together to escape to somewhere? With us were people with coats on and they were from outside but they were forced to wear coloured gems across their coat and as earrings depending on what they were like sick/diseased was yellow. Red was that they broke the law in the city and were cast out. Blue was for something???
But i woke up abruptly and it all ended.
February 7th 2019: Blood and Book There was a book named Solstice that was known for being so bad but no one online said anything because the author had a team of lawyers constantly looking for negative things said about it. For some reason I was researching this online quite a bit.
Then it started raining blood. Not in a scary way. It was as if blood rain was normal rain? But nothing would be stained but tissues and people. Outside was fine.
There was a man helping me with being haunted and trying to figure out the demon haunting me and it was implied I was causing the blood rain? And I felt ashamed as if the rain was my personal nosebleed or period or something? And I knew it was blood coz I stuck my hand out with a tissue and got stained and I smelled it.
So then there's some whispering around the corner and I'm like "I don't wanna go look, do you?" And the demon trapper is like "Yes." And then I woke up and it just ended.
February 9th 2019: Vines and Blood I was searching the internet for stories and creepypasta but nothing impressed me. And the stories would be inacted by these crude visual drawings?
I settled on these ones about plants that came out from smoke and mist. Once they got you they'd curl around your arteries and stuff so when you ripped them out you'd start bleeding.
Med student gets trapped in the mist and is trying to get out. He tries helping someone but they die and then there's this abrupt shitty ending where he looks around and sees all the victims welcoming him into the town.
Dream-Me was like "ugh, no." And turned it off. Then i woke up.
Second dream was me watching a Haikyuu match but I was standing very close as if I was part of the team as a non player role. Like one of the coaches? But I was still Tara.
So Tobio, Tanaka and Nishinoya decided they need to go back in time after the match for....??? I have no idea. Then we walked passed Babby Oikawa and Tobio said "remember this uniform, you'll wish you got it." In a jokey way and the babby was confused. But we ended up at this house helping a ghost hunter team investigate the house? And then after a while we fucking hid from them and made ghost noises to trick them instead? And then i woke up.
February 10th 2019: Bioshock but it's wrong I was sitting down to watch a movie with my dad after I was just wandering around the house.
My dad said the movie was Bioshock 2, and I asked him what was happening and he proceeded to explain something that was not at all Bioshock related.
So I go to another room and my auntie is there and she asks me what the original Bioshock games are about. I then explain that same bullshit my dad did? I guess in this universe thats what it is.
What I explained was: there are 3 characters, woman and brother, and this weird AI Man woman is married to. They are put in charge of stopping this plague in the underwater city, of people coughing up black goo and fucking melting. And they stop it.
In the second game they become paranoid even tho everyone in the city has moved on, but the woman is convinced the plague is back (but it isn't) so she tries to break down the door of the sealed off lab. Her Ai Man does it and fucking dies somehow. And it was pointless to do that because theres nothing in there now.
So she's depressed and the brother decides to track down an evil alchemist for some fucking reason. Only it's revealed the brother then invents time travel using alchemy and becomes the alchemist to try and bring the AI Man back when he dies (which is dumb coz he could just stop the man from dying in the first place).
And then i fucking see a cockroach in the room and say "the lab is apparently so sterile that nothing living can go in there without a suit but there's a roach on your wall? Makes no sense?" As if that room i was in was a plot hole for the fucking game.
Then i go to my uncles room. He was sitting on the floor as if he had not set the room up at all besides the computer, which isn't like him.
But then he asks me what I was doing and i told him I was explaining a game and i woke up.
February 12th 2019: Bad Roommate I had to move houses (and I was a kid in the dream, like 13?) and mum and dad were in like the different section of the house so I had to stay in the loft in the family's house who were the people renting the place to use. Only the daughter of theirs was rude and an SJW (who was like 17) so she cried all the time and made a big deal of everything.
She invited me to come outside and talk to her friend and I said yes but she got into an argument with me about polygamy coz I said it didn't work and she thought that what I said was sexist somehow? And then she said she didn't wanna talk to me so I left saying I didn't wanna come out here anyway.
She ended up crying again coz her friend pissed her off so her other faggot friends came over and she went to the shower and they all hung around in the loft even though it was my room, and they were assholes who ignored me. And then they fuckin like messed up the room and vomited everywhere for some reason? And left.
But then I went to find them and yelled at them so hard they got scared and I caused fucking wind magic to happen so they knew I was some weird magic harpy hybrid thing. And this therapist, who I think is the parent, showed up and tried chewing me out but I explained everything so he started chewing them out instead.
Then it morphs into this survival show and we're running along a beach trying to find a way to cook fish but they can't figure it out. So I take out this strip of metal and heat it by the sun and then lay the fish on it. Then they somehow get to a shop in the civilization part of the island and steal meat from them and are like "omg cook this" so I say no and run off with it to return it to the shops and I woke up very irritated.
